WHAT WOULD MYKAN DO IF HE HAD A LIFE (Updt again)

A lot of you have been going around thinking “He’s the next Elliot Rodger”

“He’s going to molest children”

“He hates women, or just sees them as sex objects”

…well I assure you THAT is not true.

A lot of you have also been suggesting I “Drink bleach” or I should just kill myself. A lot more of want me thrown in jail or the nuthouse when it is clear that I am not dangerous and have committed no serious crimes. (You really ought to stop that. It doesn’t make you better people)

Others have said that I give up writing and posting, and leave the internet completely, and that I should get a job and move into my own place. While I could do that, one thing you need to learn about this world “Everything has a price” and “Sometimes things are the way they are for a reason, and if you go making changes that shouldn’t be made, bad things could happen.”

I already told you, that since I can’t become an actor my way, the cartoons I hate are still buggy me and so, I don’t wish to be happy. Nor liked, praised, or appreciated for contributing to society in a job I do not want and should never have had.

So if I ever got a job, and my own place, this is how I would want to spend each and every day, in an RP style (An Explanation will be given at the end)

*Mykan lives in a single apartment, and he has a job as a shelf stacker at the library*

6am… he wakes up, yet he doesn’t open the shades and curtains, so it’s very dark in the house. His bedroom seems very empty; there is no furniture except for his bed and a single telephone sitting on the floor.

Mykan doesn’t even turn on the light, just gets takes his shower, washes up, and dresses (There are clothes in his closet) He gazed at his reflection, though its dark and sighs “Another day, more patheticness!”

7am… Mykan walks across the street to McDonalds or Tim Hortons, or any place selling breakfast (Wearing shades so no one looks into his eyes.) He orders a simple fried egg sandwich or anything he can or will eat, but no coffee (I don’t drink Coffee)

Lady Behind the counter: (Notices Mykan doesn’t seem happy) “Is everything okay?”

(Mykan shakes his head) “No”

(He takes his order to go)

Lady: “Have a nice day”

(Mykan says nothing but feels very annoyed)

7:30 am… Mykan finished eating and makes it to work at the Library.

Co-Woker female: “Morning Mykan”

Co-Worker male: “Yo man, what’s up.”

Mykan: “Whatever.”

Man: “Someone’s in a mood.”

Boss: “Okay Mykan, I want you to do the inventory, and then restack all the shelves, okay?”

Mykan: “Yes, I will, don’t worry.”

Boss: “Good guy.” (Leaves)

Mykan: (Muttering) “No I’m not!”

Mykan does his work, not bothering to stop for much of a break, except maybe the bathroom

12pm…Lunch hour. All the co-workers are heading out to lunch.

Male: “Mykan we’re going to grab pizza, you want to come?”

Mykan: “No… thanks…!”

Male: “O….kay…” (Leaves muttering) “Shesh I was just asking”

Female: “What is with that guy?”

The boss saw that…

Boss: “Mykan, it’s lunchtime.”

Mykan: “I know”

Boss: “Aren’t you hungry?”

Mykan: “Famished.”

Boss: “Aren’t you going to eat?”

Mykan: “Nope, not when there’s work to be done.”

Boss: “But you should eat.”

Mykan: “I’d rather not.”

Boss: “No, you’re go to get some lunch and that’s final.”

(Takes Mykan’s clip board)

(Mykan feels his anger rising)

Mykan: “Fine”

Leaves the library, and pretend to head to McDonalds or whatever else is there, but does not get lunch as he does not wish to eat, out of anger and shame of what his life is.

1pm… he goes back to work, lying that he had lunch and hides his hunger, and he continues to work until quitting time at 5pm. He takes his paycheck, and then leaves without wishing anyone goodnight, but he seems more unfriendly than ever, because he got paid for a job he does not like and wasn’t supposed to have.

He doesn’t even care that it helps him buy his groceries or pays his rent.

6pm, after shopping, he goes home, on the way, he walks into his two co-workers. They wave to him, but he doesn’t bother to even notice them and walks right past them. They can’t figure him out. They try to be his friend, but he doesn’t want anything to do with them. He refuses their every invitation, every friendly gesture, and doesn’t care much to even ask for their help at work.

As Mykan heads home, he sees a charity donation to the poor, and gives up a good sum of his money.

Man: “Thank you very much sir.”

Mykan: “Don’t mention it… Really DON’T!” (Walks off in a scowling huff)

Mykan arrives home. He has no furniture at all in any of the rooms, except for a single armchair or sofa in the middle of the dark room. His kitchen seems to be the only thing in the house with any appliances. He makes himself a simple meal of soup and plates of two sandwiches, cheese and pickles.

-7:30pm it’s getting really dark in his house, but all he does is just sit in his armchair sulking angrily. Not wanting or having much of anything to do.

The phone rings, it’s his family inviting him over for dinner and asking why he never calls them. He just angrily hangs up, not wanting to talk to them or have anything to do with them. He never welcomes visitors in, and does donate to charity but gives that same grouchy attitude.

Mykan: (Muttering) “Living on my own means ON MY OWN! No more family interaction. I don’t want it.”

After a couple more hours of sitting, sulking, and doing nothing else. It’s off to bed, to do it all again the next day.

Mykan refuses to take weekends off, and if people insist he stays out of work. He just continues to sit and sulk, not wanting anything to do with the outside world.

Mykan: “I broke the rules… things didn’t turn out the way I want… THIS is how I wish to live, as is proper.”

THE END, or is it?

EXPLINATION:

I wouldn’t have any other furniture, because since I have nothing to vent my anger and frustration on anymore (Fics and vids) plus, I’m not supposed to have time for this anymore because I have a job (You’re allowed to have time off, not me… I don’t want any) Therefore I wish not include any activites in my life that involve…

-TV
-Movies
-Video games
-Computer
-Drawing
-Writing
-Sports
-Social activity
-Social interaction
-Defiantly NO MUSIC (Couldn’t be more dangerous)

I don’t want ANYTHING that could give me new ideas for fanfics hat I could write, but can’t now that I have a job and stuff, and I do not wish to watch things or do things that I hate or that will remind me of other things I have now that I hate even more.

For not becoming an actor my way, and for no longer being able to channel my anger into fics and vids… I just wish to live a somber and unfulfilling life. There are things you people may do in your lives you find enjoyable… but I do not want this in my life. None of it!

I wanted to be happy my way (Being an actor my way, and those awful cartoons that made me angry were fixed) but I can’t have it, Instead I have a job I don’t want, don’t like, any a whole bunch of other things I don’t want making me happy. (I can’t even channel my anger and hate on fanfics and cartoons)

I never said I wanted people to be miserable. I don’t want that all. I don’t want other people to be miserable (Just me)

I don’t want other people following my rules and leads. I don’t want that. They can live their own lives, but just keep them out of mine. I don’t like that stuff, and I really don’t want to unless I can have what I like as well.

I feel this type of life is for the best.

I don’t need help! Not therapy help. (I won’t listen to the doc and won’t change) I said there are things that I just don’t want in my life, and there’s nothing wrong with that, nor dangerous, nor insane.

So I don’t need help.

Finally, it has come to my attention that SOME PEOPLE didn’t get “The Message” I have been told many things, and I would like to argue them below.

-I wouldn't have that much in furniture, because I really don't need that much: Bed, couch, something to hold my tv, bookshelf, and my laptop. It would be hard to find time for all of the stuff I love, but having a job doesn't mean that you have to give up everything about your life. I mean, there is plenty of time to do things like

-Social interaction
-Tv (Though, considering the way things are. I most likely would be just sticking to Netflix. Not much on right now except for Gravity falls, Adventure time, Ponies, and Flash)
-Video games
-and reading.

I had clearly stated in forms of sentences, that it doesn’t matter I have time or am able to find tome to do those things. You may have the time, but you don’t have the privilege/permission… that means.

-You’re not allowed/supposed to
-It’s forbidden
-Can’t touch this.
-Don’t even think about it!

Furthermore, didn’t you read when I said; “I don’t want them” They are not permitted in my home, or my life. (I wouldn’t have a TV… a computer of any sort… not a single bookshelf) they are not wanted, and are forbidden. Others I just hate and don’t want a thing to do with!

Ya got me now? This is a punishment for disobedience, and becoming what I deem a disgrace for me (Something you weren’t supposed to do or ever become) “Since you didn’t give me what I want… Not only am I going to deny you of what you want, but I’m going to take away everything you already have.”

In other words, even if you possess those things, and have or find time for them…

(Aladdin: “Don’t… touch… anything!”)

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Just sit, and stay!

Anything can be done, if you work for it.

Not anymore!

Just because it CAN be done, doesn’t mean it SHOULD.

I already explained this, if I take professional acting lessons, go to college, and hold up a simple job. Then I cannot prove you don’t NEED that stuff to become an actor, and as punishment…

Reject and refuse all offers that may come your way.

(If you don’t work for something, you won’t get it… if you do work for something, you STILL won’t get it)

If anyone asks again “Why?”

…because I WANT IT this way for me! If I can’t get what I want, then I want to live a dark, somber, unfulfilling, boring life. After all, the punishment must fit the crime!

(Having a job and contributing to society a way you weren’t supposed to) “As far as I see it I have become a pathetic disgrace, I’m going to live as such!”

I want all those things to make my life worse for me, not better!

Leaving the internet (Like some stupid people wish for because they can't control their tantrums) also means ending up like that! No Internet (No fanfics and vids) No nothing)

Oh, and one last thing, and anyone keeps telling me to commit suicide, and that “It’ll make the world a happier place, you are a drain on society and a parasite scumbag” you are wrong, and a very bad person for saying such things, (The world is full of different people) because not only will I never do it, but I’d like to pass this message along.

No matter how miserable or upsetting your life may be, killing yourself is not the answer. All it does is because more pain, more hate, more dysfunction among others, and didn’t really solve anything.

I will never… ever commit suicide “I would rather rot than die” (Someone taught me that)